holidays

Merry Christmas to you all!

I've had I guess an ok holiday...my mom has decided to not get us presents this year, but whatever, I know it's not about the presents lolz. But Christmas kinda snuck up on me....today is Christmas day, but...it doesn't feel like it...just feels like another normal old day...maybe with age the special feeling of it all just kinda goes away....i dunno...lol

Boys, boys, boys....

I swear....I don't mind hanging out with guys AT ALL, but when every guy I meet happens to turn out to like me it drives me crazy. DX

I'm one of two girls that work at the shop (the other is married), and since the majority of our customers are guys, there are never really any girls there for me to talk to...thus guys only are who I get to talk to, like I said before, I have no problem with guys, but I just get the flirting & stuff way too much I mean, couldn't I just have some "normal" friends? lol.
*sighs*

But ya, last night I found out that one of the customers was asking one of my coworkers if she could ask me if I would date him....& just a few days I got a message on myspace from some 15 yearold asking if I would go out with him....-___-''

& I'm sure within the next couple weeks I'll get more "confessions"
P:

I just hate having to turn so many down, I feel like I'm hurting their feelings....which I hate doing, but I don't want to end up in situations like I have before.

*sighs* well I'm gonna get ready to go to work.
cya'll~

My 18th

Wow....Tomorrow will be my 18th birthday. It feels weird that now I could be out on my own if I wanted, or needed be....I just still feel "too" young to be able to be out on my own. With my personality, there's no way I'll be able to ever live by myself...I just get too paranoid...

but ya...last years birthday really really sucked...I spent the whole time crying...I won't really go into detail...but found out that the boy I was with and kissing & whatnot had a girl friend....it broke me apart...and that was all a day or two around my bday last year...but hopefully it's all ok now...& I'll have a great bday...I hope...-__-

the only thing we have planned for my birthday is going to the planetarium, which I have wanted to go back to since I was like 6 or 7...

but ya...hope it'll all be a fun day...
Juria out~

An invasion of the Mudkip kind

That's right....those adorable little mudkips invaded my dreams last night. It seemed so.......real. O____O;;

but ya they were everywhere....& somehow my parents even knew what they were. lol.
Even politicians were using them on there "vote 4 me" signs...lol...I have bizarre dreams.

Setting Up

Yesterday I got a call to go help set up an arcade/anime shop opening up in my poor pathetic town. My town needs something like this! lol.
but ya, I'm going everyday this week to help set up, & once paint comes in, paint logos and other stuff on the windows. :3
Today we are gonna be setting up all the gaming computers! Let me tell you they got ALOT in. When I saw how many there were I was like.."whoa...O__O"
It's gonna be nice!
Plus the owner is going to let me sell my art there! I'm excited...I'll also get to cosplay while working XD

I'm just too excited about this, since our old arcade closed down there has been absolutely nothing here. DX
So this is a big deal here, I just hope it'll do well. I'm sure it will, I've told many & they are all ecstatic XD

above is one of the mascots I created for the shop. her name is Ran :3
visit their myspace: http://www.myspace.com/centerofparadise

Other news, my 18th Birthday is a WEEK from today, omg...I'm getting old. lololol...j/k, j/k...

Comic Idea I have...

I've been thinking about doing a comic in manga style....and the theme will be over 2012.
I've have gotten very interested in the whole Mayan prophesy and such. And after much reading on the topic an idea for a story started in my head.
I'm not gonna reveal too much of the plot...one so that if I actually make it then I won't have already told everyone the story, and two so that I can't get my idea stolen (that surely wouldn't happen right? >___>'')
But I will tell you guys that it will take place on the fateful day of 21 of December 2012. It will follow the main character as she travels to all of her favorite places, as she thinks about life itself...wondering if it really all is about to end. While also seeing alot of death from ones that would rather kill themselves then see the end of the world happen...
Thats all I'll put down...but does anyone think that it would make a decent comic?
I just am so interested in the subject, I think its kinda sad in a way that humankind has to find a reason to get all worked up over something that they aren't ever sure will even happen. Somewhat like Y2K when many killed themselves because they thought the world was going to end. I just found the mayan one unique though...considering the prophecy was made THOUSANDS of years ago! They even knew about the black hole in the center of the milky way, when we just now found out about it a few years ago....how the HELL did they know???

LOL...I'm sorta getting off topic...I guess this is what happens when I research stuff none of my friends are really interested in, I just ramble all your ears off....sorry bout that O___O''

But ya, I would love to hear feedback, or just random things you guys think about!